Without Words

It's been quite some time since I last wrote something in this blog. In fact, it's been quite some time since I wrote anything at all. I'm a writer without words, and it's not a pleasant feeling.

A lot has happened. I'm currently on sick leave from work because I burned out sort of say. I walked into that wall. I suffer from a depression and have panic about the thought of returning to work. My energy is low to non-existent and all of this has resulted in a loss of words. My writing is suffering, and I want to get well because not writing is killing me.

Some decisions need to be made. I'm going to quit my job and move back to Sweden. I need a change of scenery. It's been too long a time that I've been living abroad, being alone. Apparently it's not healthy being alone too much...

I'm actually looking forward to moving back home. It'll be nice after 7 years abroad, and it will allow me to spend more time with my family. I want to get back to writing as well and will do so as soon as some of my energy returns. I hope that with feeling better the words will return as well.